Marvi Raees Shah

2007 - 2007
LocationChicago, Il
Age0
Date of Birth10/2007
Date of Death10/2007
Visitors2,506 since 07/02/2008
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My beautiful angel Marvi, or Maro the Gurhia (doll in urdu) as my husband liked to call her, was born sleeping on Oct 15 2007 at 38 and a half weeks gestational age. She was 6 lbs 6 ozs and absolutely perfect in every way. She had pulled the cord tight herself... a true knot in the cord. She was our first daughter, and the first grand child for both sets of grand parents.

Maro's eyes were a mixture of my sister (Aisha) and my husband's mom. Her nose was exactly like ashoo's, and she was hairy like her too!! She had JET black SOFT hair like silk. Her lower jaw looked exactly like my husband's dad when he wasn't wearing his dentures! and she had the most adorable dimple in her chin, and BIG ears, JUST like her dad :)

I love you my darling angel... My beautiful beautiful angel... gone too soon, but will never be forgotten. I hope and pray everyday that I will see you again.. that you are waiting for me and your dad at the gates of heaven.

My darling, I can't wait to hold you in my arms again, to hear you cry just one time, to open your eyes and just see me, just one time. Dear God, that's all I ask...

http://marosmama.blogspot.com/

--mama



My sister and I are never apart. Maro came along and made our love an amazing and wonderful place. We were all swept away by this mad new heartbeat. I can never forget when we first heard it. I couldn't believe it! Our family was blessed-just magically happy in completely unexpected ways. We were waiting restlessly for her footsteps and her laughter...and you know everyday I realize that we still do.
Now that she is gone I feel we are left forever altered and always yearning for her magic. But we have her memory and we will never forget that....Maro would always listen to her dad talk and never me. We would wait for her to kick back and we knew she knew we were there. She used to get scared when we watched transformers and would love the sunlight when she saw it. Sometimes she would stick out her bum and get stubborn about showing us her face... when we went to get her ultrasound.
Her world was rich and bright and peaceful. Her every breath was loved and never without her beautiful beautiful mom. We cradle her still in the deepest shadows within us, far away from anything that might strain her delicate eyes.
Every thing stands still--unrequited. I miss you my darling baby.... I miss you so much.
-Aisha

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Still Missing You

They say there is a reason
They say that time will heal
But neither time nor reason
Will change the way we feel.

For no one knows the heartache
that lies behind our smiles,
No one knows how many times
we have broken down and cried.

We want to tell you something
so there won't be any doubt,
You're so wonderful to think of
but so hard to be without.
We cannot bring the old days back,
when we were all together
The family chain is broken now,
but memories live forever

Connor McGinnis Mummy (gtsfreind)

March 8, 2008

If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you,
And share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue

If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own,
A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone

If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
But all these things I'm finding
Are impossible for me

I cannot build a mountain,
Or catch a rainbow fair,
But let me be what I know best,
A friend who's always there

Mummy (gtsfreind)

March 6, 2008

I went to thank her..

XIV

I WENT to thank her,
But she slept;
Her bed a funnelled stone,
With nosegays at the head and foot,
That travellers had thrown, 5

Who went to thank her;
But she slept.
’T was short to cross the sea
To look upon her like, alive,
But turning back ’t was slow. 10

-Emily Dickinson (Part Four: Time and Eternity)

Aisha Khala (Khala)

March 3, 2008

My Little Angel

I felt your presence there inside of me,
nestled soft and warm;
Sweet scent of baby's breath,
precious words left unadorned.

I saw your tiny heartbeat,
then I knew that you were fine;
A perfect baby we created,
one that would be mine.

Then that tragic day it came
there was nothing I could do,
Only wait and hope
for the precious life of you.

Yes in the beginning
your daddy was afraid;
Only he would love you unconditional
and never run away.

He loved you more this I do know,
as he cried for you that day,
When the doctor said that you were gone,
daddy wanted you to stay.

He would have held you close to him,
and see your perfect form,
A gift of daddy's love,
would have kept you safe and warm.

Only now you are an angel over me
beautiful and bare,
My heart would hurt if you cried for me
and mommy was not there.

Still we are together in my heart and memories,
You are still a part of my memory.

Rest gentle now 'sweet baby' there is no pain
you are never alone,
I know you are with the guiding angels
in you peaceful home.

I will come with you someday
only now is not my time,
Then we will be together again
again you will be mine.

Connor McGinnis Mummy (freind)

February 24, 2008

beautiful tribute X

YOUR DAUGHTER MARVI IS SO BEAUTIFUL YOU HAVE DONE A LOVELY TRIBUTE SHE WOULD BE VERY PROUD I THINK. THINKING OF MARVI AND ALL YOUR FAMILY SWEET DREAMS BABY GIRL X X X X X X X X X X X X X X

Kerry (some one who cares)

February 21, 2008

Daddy, please don't look so sad,
Mama please don't cry~
'Cause I am in the arms of Jesus
and He sings me lullabies.'
Please, try not to question God,
Don't think he is unkind
Don't think He sent me to you,
and then He changed his mind.
You see, I am a special child,
and I'm needed up above
I'm the special gift you gave Him,
the product of your love.
I'll always be there with you
and watch the sky at night,
Find the brightest star that's gleaming,
That's my halo's brilliant light.
You'll see me in the morning frost,
that mists your window pane.
That's me in the summer showers,
I'll be dancing in the rain.
When you feel a little breeze,
from a gentle wind that blows
That's me, I'll be there,
planting a kiss on your nose.
When you see a child playing,
and your heart feels a little tug,
That's me, I'll be there,
giving your heart a hug.
So Daddy, please don't look so sad,
Mama don't your cry.
I'm in the arms of Jesus
and He sings me lullabies.

Mummy (freind)

February 20, 2008

The sky is filled with Angels
With puffy lacy wings
The remnants of God's beauty
With treasures they now bring

Each one of them a Guardian
That travels in the sky
To watch throughout eternity
Their parents from on high

Smiles that come from Angels
They fall like crystal rain
Eases earthly burdens
Lifting all life's pain

Halos so astounding
That glitter gold each day
Following their loved ones
In such a perfect way

Wings in gentle breezes
That fall from up above
Kissing every parent
With everlasting love

Angels soar through heaven
With everlasting light
Looking down from heaven
Saying their 'goodnights'

Kissing all who loved them
So gently on the face
This life's tender mercy
Each parent can embrace

Wings and shiny halos
Travel from on high
Surrounding all their loved ones
They never say good-bye.

Connor McGinnis Mummy (Friend)

February 17, 2008

She was so very, very special
And was so from the start
You held her in your arms
But mainly in your heart

And like a single drop of rain
That on still waters fall,
Her life did ripples make
And touched the lives of all.

She's gone to play with angels
In heaven up above
So keep your special memories
And treasure. them with love

Although your darling daughter
Was with you just a while
we live on in your heart
With a sweet remembered smile

love connor mcginnis mummy

Connor McGinnis Mummy (Friend)

February 16, 2008

Dear Mommy...

Please don't be so sad..

It's beautiful where i am
there's only love upi here,
I'm never lonely or afraid
cause God's so very near.

I walk with Jesus everyday
he's really kind and sweet,
Don't worry mom he hold's my hand
when we cross a golden street.

I never cry or hurt myself
i see you everyday,
I laugh and play and sing alot
and hear you when you pray,

Please mommy...

Don't be mad at God
you see he loves me too,
and even though your not here with me
i'm really still with you x x x

Terri-Ann Walsh

February 8, 2008

Beautiful Angel

Marvi is the most beautiful angel I've ever seen! I'm so sorry she could not be with you forever. I lost my newborn in '06, and even though my world came crashing down that day, I look back at my pictures and see nothing but joy and love in my eyes as I gazed at my perfect little son. I see the same look in your eyes. A mother's love is amazing and it lives forever, even when the child does not. I send you wishes for strength and peace along your never-ending journey to healing.

Anna

February 8, 2008
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